i've noticed
that i think a lot about
what music to play
if one day it happens to ride in my car again
will i play some non-offending pleasant pop? japanese?
some acoustic folk love songs?
some thumping hip hop beats to show how much i have changed?
maybe some atmospheric music to heighten the awkwardness
some angular loud shamble guitar with screaming poetry?

but again i snap myself out of it
it's fun to think and worry about these things
but it will never ride in my car again.